Learning the art of patience

My constant struggle was to get instant results for little efforts. In this chase, I was becoming anxious and fear of losing my time or the youth years.

I made a mental picture that these efforts would never end and I might not get the desired results despite the hardwork done towards it. As a consequence, I became reluctant to act and succumb to this brimming fear.

Nothing was pulling me down except my brooding on the circumstances. I was connecting unrelated dots and ended up making a complex web for my own captivity. Internally, held others responsible (not entirely but yes some part of me was looking to play the blame game).

All this happened because I was having a myopic vision, constantly looking for results. I was lacking patience. My consistency was futile as it lacked discipline and solely fixated on shallow motivation.

Thus, I learnt sweetness comes once the fruit is fully ripened. May this patience, reunite me with my past sweet version.